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The Day

The Day Cold, a word freezing my eyeBlindness is at my door, it steals my timeI am the one who will hold your heartYou do not go unheard, the man you need warms youYou will not give up and you will have your choicesAnd you will have your ladder to the stars You are notContinue reading “The Day”

Meant To Be

Meant To Be the flow of timethe hubris of this ideashow me the past memoryit will not be mineimpossible?show me the future memoryit will be minepossible?two different timesamplifiedthe same memorytwo different peoplethe same dualityi see with more than eyesnot supposed to be like everyone elseit is not the measure of meheyyyyyyy heyyyyywhat’s the matter withContinue reading “Meant To Be”

HOOKED

Hooked Tap, Tap, Tap, I sit and TapLooking at the frame look back at meTap, Tap, Tap, I sit and TapThe lines on the paper are crookedTap, Tap, Tap, I sit and TapHis image is stuck in my head, I try to break freeMy mind loses control, it spins in one directionThe fog is thick,Continue reading “HOOKED”

Falling Leaves

Falling Leaves unrelenting dreamscurse my earsshatter my reality not knowing what iscreates tiny puddleswhich cling to myspheres of blue being lost within pictures at nightpushes me into a realmof closing walls the last dance of twisted memoriesforever my partner they will be quicksand is now my shadowfear, an unrequested allyteaches me lessonswhich i do notContinue reading “Falling Leaves”

Shelter

Shelter deceptive mist hits my faceawakening me from an indecent slumberunaware of where I amthoughts violate my mindcold, wondering, thirstinghe still hangs onto mei remember releasing himyet still he secretly dominatesin the distant, i slice his throatnext to me, i comfort his painconfusedalonehis control lingerstiredexhaustedcraving shelter Drew Frederic

The Time Has Come

The Time Has Come tormented with dreamsi wake up a thoughtless sinner.hardened heart.i have fallen.demons scratching at my soullocked upthrashingscreaming.i ache for the love of one.kiss me and release melet me into your heartand I will dance.let me be freefrom myself.gift me a bladei will slice my skinand tear it off.excruciating painwelcomed.transforming into daylight.i goContinue reading “The Time Has Come”

Just This One Time

Just This One Time it screams my namein the middle of the nighttoss and turntoss and turni awake with bagsand a hungeri resisttrying to occupy my mindthoughtsno no no no noI tell myselfno no no no noi tremble, afraidthe sounds are strongeri resistsweatingvoicesjust this one timejust this one timehe whisperssniff sniff sniffjust this one timetheContinue reading “Just This One Time”

I Know What I Like

I know What I Like i don’t know where i am goingbut I like where I have beeni am a traveling manand i like my whiskey without icei don’t have it all figured outbut i like my backdoori am a traveling manand i like my whiskey without icei don’t know where I belongbut I likeContinue reading “I Know What I Like”

Surrendering

Surrendering society told me who i wasthey told my storyplacing me in a cornertheir voicekeeping me down1 2 3 4chasing myselfknocking myself outblocksfailurescreaming for releasemeeting a strangerspun me around he didsurrenderingletting loosevulnerablescaredknowing i must move forwardhearing each of his clicksstrength is buildinghis wordsencouraginggiving me freedomrealizingi was my own jailerhis clicks flipped a switchnowit begins withContinue reading “Surrendering”

Butterflies

Butterflies aching heartpainaching heartfreezingtomorrow?noa 44one bulletinto …..exPlosionwoah…….fragmEnts fill the skyforming intoa million butterfliesthey cover mynaked boDytime slowsmeltinginto my skini feel asensationlovehe has arRivedagaina century has passedyet…he fOund meagainbutterfliesjoy Drew Frederic tomorrow is yet to be promised ……… act upon the butterflies that swirl in your soul and enjoy the feelings of joy they bring

Solitude

Solitude i am not sadi am rebooting my brain.i am not lonelyi am thinking deeply.i am not antisociali am discovering myself.i am not depressedi am finding my voice.i am not withdrawni am focusing.SOLITUDEthe best gifti can give myself. Drew Frederic

One Purpose

One Purpose buzz buzz buzzdistant thoughtsvibrating Pieces of skinhe uttered ‘hello’focused, unfocusedbuzz buzz buzzgreen eyEs his baitchin, smile, grinno small linesi hear a wee soundbuzz buzz buzzglueD, ungluedhis lightdreams, realitywhy notbuzz buzz buzzpleasure is allthe samei do not want justwordswish me the painin the comfoRt of yourtearsfar far awayi hear the loud soundbuzz buzz buzztravel,Continue reading “One Purpose”

Imagine One Day

  IMAGINE ONE DAY Imagineone dayyou decideto live withoutfearimagine imagineone dayyou decidenot to worrywhat others thinkof youimagine imagineone dayyou decideto be the realyouand notthe onlineperson youhave perceivedimagine imagineone dayyou decideto walka different pathimagine imagineone dayyou decideto let goof youregoimagine imagineone dayyou decideto feelyour ownrhythmsimagine imagineone dayyou decidetodecide imagineimagineimagine Drew Frederic

Shredded

Shredded Ink tantalizing tiny hairs Soft skin stroking Neptunes eyes A kingdom rests within his voice Gold upon his touch he does intoxicate Drew Frederic Model: Guido H.R.Location: Bogota, Colombia

Frozen Man

Frozen Man A game playedSenses tell me.A joke. On me.No fool. Am I.I was, Serious.You wanted to be.But….The door to the candy storeIs always openFor you.I exited quickly.Tappity TapTappity Tap Tap TapBut…. You willFind anotherTo step uponAndThey will stay.Feed your, Whims.ForThey are, EverywhereFor you.Time has, Frozen the manIn your, Head.He repeats, His constant needFor immediateContinue reading “Frozen Man”

I Am

I Am I AmAn abstract manMade up ofMany colorsEach colorHavingAn integral roleIn myLifeOne colorCannot standAloneForI willCease to existI AmA manWho knowsThere is moreTo meThan I knowI AmA manWilling toChangeForI AmBut a speck of timeA particleIn the vast UniverseOf lifeWith onlyA minuteTo liveI Am Drew Frederic

It Isn’t Over

It Isn’t Over I rememberYou saidNothing comparesThen youLeftStreets frozen overNever mindI rememberYour wordsEchoesNumbing memoriesFlamesThe promiseA foolI rememberThe giftsA dome of glitterButWhat you really gave mePainful freedomNone the lessFreedomI rememberNowWho I wasI must neverBe cloudedEver againI rememberSo,I amRippingSheddingA new skinAn original bornI rememberMyself Drew Frederic

Deep

Deep Spend a dimeLetSyrup and honeyFlowButAs time runs deepA minute tossedAs you will seeThe tides willKeep coming backThey will flowTo meIt will beYourFalse hopeHearts will smashAs ICreate my ownThunderTime runs deepLook at meI hear the buzzOf aBee Drew Frederic Model: Dor;   Location: Tel Aviv, Israel

How Little

How Little You looked at meAt onceYou formed an opinionThen you learnedAbout my ethicityAbout my religionYour opinion became strongerYou voiced itI became your jokeYour escapeYour reasonBy birthI am born intoNo choice of mineYetI stand tallThankfulI am sweet and kindI live a life of serviceYou do not see thisYour bigotry preventsIt is your tormentYour prisonHow LittleContinue reading “How Little”

Whiff

Whiff The air is thinBrieflyI opened my eyeBrieflyYou spokeBrieflyYou dancedBrieflyStars sparkledBrieflyThe flow of wineBrieflyFeeling completenessBrieflySilenceEver a realityAt the bottomBrieflyLast thing I seeMy heart still beatsSilence does speak Drew Frederic Model:  Dor; Location:  Tel Aviv, Israel

Heaven Releases

Heaven Releases The soul does not chooseWithin your mindCaptive of the heartYou feelDestiny knows your desireNature, giving birth to beautyLater than soonHe will find your eyesHe desires your rare giftAdorn with an endless impulseMore than the love of his beautyTime is nay, shedding lightHis love takes you captiveThe Heavens released him for you Drew Frederic

Henry

Henry Captivated eyes Passion driven Travel to Ancient lands I must His spirit Intense energy He paints the image Glass immortalizes Drew Frederic Model: Henry Location: Old Jerusalem, Israel Henry gave me this shot and my skin became loaded with goose bumps and my hair electrified. In the moment, Michelangelo and “David” were breathing, energy, twoContinue reading “Henry”

Unique

Unique No imitationHummingMy thoughts createI standFull of noiseAloudHummingDelicate I am notVulnerability my aceI Gift to youMeAll of meOr nothingNo singular partCan you haveIt must be allHummingNo imitationMe Drew Frederic Mosel:  Roy Paz; Location:  Tel Aviv, Israel

Locked

Locked A gavel slamsVibrations feltEyes closeHead lowersInnocence judgedAnother lost… Drew Frederic Model: DerekLocation: Medellin, Colombia

Know? I Do Not?

Know? I Do Not? DizzyEventsDeathWhat is reality my?Here before? Perplex ionSurely this experience?Sitting in a dreamAm I?Days filled by nightUnexacting words Know? I Do Not? ThenGaze upon the shadows IStanding for hoursKnotted up by their shapesDragged over coals by the?Endless linesThey do shift in my mindVoid of feeling Know? I Do Not? Horizon entices myContinue reading “Know? I Do Not?”

A Path

A Path I walk my usual pathI know this pathThe path knows me I am comfortable I find new things I am comfortable I walk the pathWith ease I am comfortable A breeze comes inTurns my headWinter is cold and bitingI look up and outHmmmmmm Take a few stepsI look up and out More stepsContinue reading “A Path”

Tactics

Tactics They will try and persuade youFill your head with senseless dribbleConvince you of stereotypes they make upKeep us down is their goalTheir tongues will show no mercySmart?  Yes they think they areTheir opinions of me are like garbageStench, I toss them awayCircumstances are but my strengthI pauseI ask youOpen the vault of your soulLetContinue reading “Tactics”

Satisfied

Satisfied Down the alley I strideClickety-click, clickety-clickcocky gaitHead moving on a pedestalLookingI know he is there, I smell his presenceAlways the game of a hunt he prefersThe allure of ensnaring provokes his heatI know, I feel, I sensehis eyes glued to my shadowEver focused on his markalwaysHeart racingSweat tricklingTremblingSnap, snap, snapThe snap of his fingersHeadContinue reading “Satisfied”

My Veil

My Veil Innocence, born withFreely given by creationAs I aged,Innocence shatteredWords burnt upon my skinEndless pain beginsA veil I create, to protectNo visible tears you will seeHammering and hammering he doesMy veil softens each blowScars formPain is coldMy inner self has no functionMy veil hides allYou see me through a windowI chooseYou will only seeContinue reading “My Veil”

The Gift of Free Moments

Giving

The Warmth of Love

The Warmth of Love

crazy elevations

smooth fabric caught the eyesubtle darknessplanned movements caress the airideas twistingthe mind in conflictcarefully studied, unnoticedhintscrazy elevationsa turn, a turn, a turna sea of vibrations connectfollowing a trail to unfathomable treasureenergy … bouncing, strikingcrazy elevationsangels in the snow distracthaving to multiplyfreed by the excruciating pain of coldnessintoxicatingly imprintedthe last movethe game played outcrazy elevationsyouthful vintagecrazyContinue reading “crazy elevations”

he sits

he sits lines intersect and bounce off his bladewhite piercing lights cascading into a poolflames exploding, sealing his armorhe is frozen, he cannot feelhe sitshe looks through tiny holes into the seahis eyes become a prisoner of thoughtcannot see his pasthis future, yet to exist, knockshe is nowunable to utter a soundhe sitsthe remains ofContinue reading “he sits”

take a sEat

cool emotionless air caresses thy face eyes soothed by the dancing light soft sounds calming thy soul the kiss of joy enlightens one heart the slow pace of nature eases thy mind take a sEat Drew Frederic

Dancer

liftingtensingpleasureagonydelightsoremovementstrong linesmusclesflowing together in timeinspirational elegancegraceful passionbreathtakingly flawless perfectionexhaustively demandingworn, battered slippershard wood floorserene feelingsreleasing of emotionsfloating beautydanceri am Drew Frederic

REVERB

Left Right Right Left Left Left RightLeft Left Left Left right left left rightright riGht right right left right RIghtgo go go GO GO GO GO go go go rightno NO NO No nO no no leFT LEFT lEftmy head hurtsso many noises coming at mechoiceSswallowed up within my own despairsuffocating myself with my ownContinue reading “REVERB”

Thoughts

The strings of my guitarThe defined muscles of my bodyThe touch of your fingersSweet music you will makeFeel the beat with each flickLose yourself withinWhispering thoughtsYour desire runs deepThe strings of my guitarThe defined muscles of my bodyFEEL Drew Frederic

Blessed Chaos

unexpected adventureimpulses guiderandomnesschAosthe rhythm of linesa Plan?brown eyes catch meconventions Have no pulsebeside you i Will beeveryone will spew their thoughtsno Bending into their wordsa life we will haveno smith or jones exist for uscrazy daysblessed we arecHaosliving Drew Frederic

Dessert

Dancing pearls of lightDistance is the reflectionDrowning in his eyes of happinessDreaming of his touch, awakensDaubs of what will beDining on his words, fulfillsDessert within his smileDazzling, delicious, delectable desireDrenching, delirious love Bailando perlas de luzLa distancia es la reflexiónAhogando en sus ojos de felicidadSoñando con su tacto, despiertaDescoloridas de cuál seráComer en sus palabras,Continue reading “Dessert”