{"id":3959,"date":"2019-10-09T15:41:36","date_gmt":"2019-10-09T15:41:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/?p=3959"},"modified":"2023-06-23T22:15:22","modified_gmt":"2023-06-23T22:15:22","slug":"the-bearded-one","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/?p=3959","title":{"rendered":"The Bearded One"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter size-medium\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"300\" height=\"211\" data-attachment-id=\"4196\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/?attachment_id=4196\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/drewfrederic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/John_Madden_BW_IMG_8071-e1678062018892.jpg?fit=800%2C562&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"800,562\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;11&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;Canon EOS 5D&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1501885269&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;105&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;640&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.005&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"John_Madden_BW_IMG_8071\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/drewfrederic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/John_Madden_BW_IMG_8071-e1678062018892.jpg?fit=750%2C527&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/drewfrederic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/John_Madden_BW_IMG_8071-e1678062018892-300x211.jpg?resize=300%2C211&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4196\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/drewfrederic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/John_Madden_BW_IMG_8071-e1678062018892.jpg?resize=300%2C211&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/drewfrederic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/John_Madden_BW_IMG_8071-e1678062018892.jpg?resize=150%2C105&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/drewfrederic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/John_Madden_BW_IMG_8071-e1678062018892.jpg?resize=768%2C540&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/drewfrederic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/John_Madden_BW_IMG_8071-e1678062018892.jpg?resize=660%2C464&amp;ssl=1 660w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/drewfrederic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/John_Madden_BW_IMG_8071-e1678062018892.jpg?w=800&amp;ssl=1 800w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-paragraph\">The Bearded One<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-paragraph\">i traveled to hallowed ground a wretched man<br>broken, disturbed, shallow, and vain<br>internally full of echos<br>eyes full of noise<br>happy i was?<br>day of rest arrives for some<br>night arrives for me<br>it calls me to my feet<br>it calls me out<br>streets are empty<br>quiet surrounds me<br>ears easily enticed by ego filled light<br>voices tell me to walk the lines<br>streets are empty?<br>shadows<br>they seem to follow me<br>alone?<br>yes, but i sense a?<br>mind wandering<br>eyes darting<br>nose pulsing<br>skin tingling<br>gasping, heavy breath<br>are shadows moving?<br>yes<br>blinking<br>moving slowly, it does<br>my mind wants to move<br>feet will not listen<br>hair standing<br>a sudden breeze bending my knees<br>the shadow upon me<br>an unseen hand<br>touching my head<br>my walls crumble<br>water gushes forth<br>trembling calmly<br>a kiss on my eye<br>the man in my head<br>starts to scream<br>falling, i fall, falling, i fall<br>trembling calmy<br>cry, cry, cry, cry, i cry, i fall<br>a kiss on my eye<br>a voice, a touch, a kiss<br>the screaming is silenced<br>peaceful joy makes it presence<br>i am lifted<br>i have felt<br>i traveled to hallowed ground<br>unknowingly<br>or<br>did i?<br>shadow forms into<br>a bearded presence<br>his arms hold<br>me tight<br>he bleeds the man in my head<br>he whispers without a sound<br>pulling me up, pulling me up, up, up, up<br>peace<br>calmness<br>is this a dream?<br>peace<br>calmness<br>awake<br>a dream i did not have<br>the bearded one has a face<br>he is real<br>he is with me<br>always<br>awake<br>at peace<br>i traveled to hallowed ground<br>with an unconscious purpose<br>always known<br>by<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Drew Frederic<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Model: John Madden<br>Location: Rockport, MA<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">John and I have collaborated on a couple of photo shoots these past years. This particular photo comes from a series I did one day with him in Rockport, MA. We took a ton of pics, did a lot of talking and laughing. Then we came to a spot in our day when no more words were spoken. Energy placed him and myself in a zone. Energy created a place in time for this shot to take place and the subsequent shots you will all soon see.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Why this shot with this poem? The significance of this poem?&nbsp; The poem is a result of a trip to Tel Aviv, Israel. I was a broken man, my ego controlled my existence. As my two month Middle Eastern trip was about to expire, I decided to take a walk on my last night in Tel Aviv.&nbsp; I love the energy of night, I love the solitude, the sounds.&nbsp; As I was walking along Rothschild Blvd at 1 a.m., I felt this warm breeze hit me and I froze. I looked around to see who else was around. I saw no one, I was alone. But I was not alone. I felt a presence. Peering out in the darkness to see who else was there I was suddenly engulfed with emotion, with energy. I immediately crumbled to my knees. Tears flowing and sobbing so loudly it deafened the quiet night. Crying and trembling. I was overcome by this energy and sense of peace. I just let my soul react to what was hitting my core. The rest is a conversation. But I did arise smiling.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Even tho John did not break me to my knees, shooting him that day was peaceful and full of joy and laughs. Looking at this picture I took of him reminds me of that night. I will let you use your imaginations as to why.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cheers, Drew Frederic<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The Bearded One i traveled to hallowed ground a wretched manbroken, disturbed, shallow, and vaininternally full of echoseyes full of noisehappy i was?day of rest arrives for somenight arrives for meit calls me to my feetit calls me outstreets are emptyquiet surrounds meears easily enticed by ego filled lightvoices tell me to walk the linesstreets<a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/?p=3959\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">&#8220;The Bearded One&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":65103359,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"gallery","meta":{"_coblocks_attr":"","_coblocks_dimensions":"","_coblocks_responsive_height":"","_coblocks_accordion_ie_support":"","advanced_seo_description":"Spiritual Experience","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_wpcom_ai_launchpad_first_post":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"{title}\n\n{excerpt}\n\n{url}","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"_wpas_customize_per_network":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[423],"tags":[68244,331560,148297,8502638,669514141,1212,9937,669514140,77716129,3250,994,669514118,1720,669514125,4522,221076],"class_list":["post-3959","post","type-post","status-publish","format-gallery","hentry","category-poems","tag-beard","tag-black-and-white-photography","tag-bnw","tag-bnw-photography","tag-drew-frederic-photography","tag-energy","tag-israel","tag-maine-photographer","tag-maine-poet","tag-middle-east","tag-photo","tag-photography","tag-poem","tag-poet","tag-spiritual","tag-tel-aviv","post_format-post-format-gallery","entry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6puAb-11R","amp_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3959","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/65103359"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3959"}],"version-history":[{"count":19,"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3959\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11239,"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3959\/revisions\/11239"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3959"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3959"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3959"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}