{"id":3518,"date":"2019-01-13T17:55:57","date_gmt":"2019-01-13T17:55:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/?p=3518"},"modified":"2025-10-27T16:07:26","modified_gmt":"2025-10-27T16:07:26","slug":"satisfied","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/?p=3518","title":{"rendered":"Dekota &#8211; Deafening Satisfaction"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"wp-block-image\">\n<figure class=\"aligncenter is-resized has-lightbox\"><a href=\"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/?phort_post=dekota\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"750\" height=\"1107\" data-attachment-id=\"3517\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/?attachment_id=3517\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/drewfrederic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/img_1788.png?fit=1387%2C2048&amp;ssl=1\" data-orig-size=\"1387,2048\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"img_1788\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/drewfrederic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/img_1788.png?fit=694%2C1024&amp;ssl=1\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/drewfrederic.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/01\/img_1788.png?resize=750%2C1107&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3517\" style=\"width:295px;height:435px\"\/><\/a><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-paragraph\"><br>Satisfied<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-center wp-block-paragraph\">Down the alley I stride<br>Clickety-click, clickety-click<br>cocky gait<br>Head moving on a pedestal<br>Looking<br>I know he is there, I smell his presence<br>Always the game of a hunt he prefers<br>The allure of ensnaring provokes his heat<br>I know, I feel, I sense<br>his eyes glued to my shadow<br>Ever focused on his mark<br>always<br>Heart racing<br>Sweat trickling<br>Trembling<br>Snap, snap, snap<br>The snap of his fingers<br>Head swivels<br>A nod<br>Next to me now<br>Warm threads of cotton neat and pressed<br>A tug, a grasp, a look<br>Raw passion cross over his lips<br>His desire, unbreakable<br>Electrified hair<br>Inhale<br>Exhale<br>Satisfied<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Drew Frederic<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Model: <a href=\"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/?phort_post=dekota\">Dekota<\/a><br>Location: Rochester, England<br>Original Background Painting: Dekota<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This photo shoot had the potential to completely be a flop and it had the potential to be over the top.&nbsp; &nbsp;Edgy, cocky, confident Dekota was my model. An original painting inspired by Amy Winehouse (one of my favorite musical artists) was the unknown element. Leather collar and a cigarette or two were essential props. Thus the perfect setting for this model became one edgy, raw, exhilarating, memorable photo shoot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The shoot took place at Dekota&#8217;s flat in Rochester, England. As soon as I entered into his space, I was mesmerized by his painting of Amy Winehouse.&nbsp; I was awestruck.&nbsp; I have always been intrigued by her music and her life.&nbsp; I resonate with her music.&nbsp; It hits my core. The emotions this painting evoked were deafening.&nbsp; Thus, the question:&nbsp; &#8220;How do I incorporate this painting into the photo shoot?&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We started to shoot and Dekota was very very shy. I was in angst. &#8220;Think fast Drew! You need to come up with something to get this dude to relax and give me his all&#8221; I kept looking at the painting.&nbsp; The shoot was dying.&nbsp; I have to save this shoot.&nbsp; What?&nbsp; What?&nbsp; What?&#8221;&nbsp; I found myself looking at the painting after every snap.&nbsp; Amy had me and she knew it.&nbsp; Snap, look, snap, look, snap, look&#8230; I could not stop looking.&nbsp; Addicted.&nbsp; Amy was known to be very shy and yet she was an extrovert within her own comfort zone.&nbsp; Her way, her turf.&nbsp; &nbsp;&#8220;Yes, let Dekota dictate the shoot, let control go Drew.&nbsp; This is it, let control slip away.&nbsp; This is his turf and let him be.&#8221;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mind began spinning, asking questions: Do you smoke? Do you have leather? You have tatts? All coming together.&nbsp; You tell me Dekota.&nbsp; I am but your servant doing as you decide.&nbsp; You are the director and the star.&#8221;&nbsp; Inspiration!&nbsp; Excitement!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Unbelievable shoot began. Unbelievable shoot took place. Dekota was the shining star as he reveled in his comfort zone below his magnificent piece of art.&nbsp; Amy Winehouse was the the inspiration and I let go of control.&nbsp; Growth.&nbsp; Satisfied.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">To see a sample of photos from our shoot, clink this link:  <a href=\"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/?phort_post=dekota\">Dekota<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cheers, Drew Frederic<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Satisfied Down the alley I strideClickety-click, clickety-clickcocky gaitHead moving on a pedestalLookingI know he is there, I smell his presenceAlways the game of a hunt he prefersThe allure of ensnaring provokes his heatI know, I feel, I sensehis eyes glued to my shadowEver focused on his markalwaysHeart racingSweat tricklingTremblingSnap, snap, snapThe snap of his fingersHead<a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/?p=3518\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">&#8220;Dekota &#8211; Deafening Satisfaction&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":65103359,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"gallery","meta":{"_coblocks_attr":"","_coblocks_dimensions":"","_coblocks_responsive_height":"","_coblocks_accordion_ie_support":"","advanced_seo_description":"A poem inspired by Dekota Stryder and Amy Whinehouse","jetpack_seo_html_title":"Satisfied - A Poem","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_wpcom_ai_launchpad_first_post":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"{title}\n\n{excerpt}\n\n{url}","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"_wpas_customize_per_network":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[423,563,1],"tags":[623664,669514116,1094,569214237,669514141,225560,1212,1311,669514122,669514121,12833789,13554722,669514139,317560,669514140,669514129,669514012,669514123,994,7059,669514118,1720,669514117,1440,6346,669514119,8199],"class_list":["post-3518","post","type-post","status-publish","format-gallery","hentry","category-poems","category-thoughts","category-uncategorized","tag-amy-winehouse","tag-art","tag-body","tag-drew-frederic","tag-drew-frederic-photography","tag-edgy","tag-energy","tag-england","tag-erotica","tag-gay","tag-gay-england","tag-gay-photographer","tag-gay-poet","tag-kent","tag-maine-photographer","tag-male-model","tag-male-photgraphy","tag-men","tag-photo","tag-photo-shoot","tag-photography","tag-poem","tag-poetry","tag-punk","tag-rochester","tag-thoughts","tag-uk","post_format-post-format-gallery","entry"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6puAb-UK","amp_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3518","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/65103359"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3518"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3518\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14210,"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3518\/revisions\/14210"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3518"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3518"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/drewfrederic.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3518"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}